Day Eleven: Overwhelment

Tues Jan 10

"Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer.From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. " Ps 61:1,2
Being overwhelmed is a common feeling of putting ourselves down and resist good.
"But how can I resist good?- I ask - I want good, I am good..."
Then I try to remember that it is just a suggestion of being separate.
God is never overwhelmed.
So I may go to God, and ask to take it from me.
I am grateful it is just a suggestion...

Day One: Resistance

Sunday, Nov 27

I start all over again.
Yesterday, was not an easy day. Many temptations. And the thought tended to wind in the wrong direction. When everything seems going wrong, Maryl calls it "resistance". I am always having hard time wrapping the resistance concept around my head . Resistance of what?...
But often, I have glimpses of light that make me understand the mechanism of expansion. I guess I am expanding, and I need to make peace with myself.
I am grateful that I am expanding, I am grateful that I am unstoppable!